I know I've been MIA, here. I do apologize. I have my reasons. They range from it being hard enough to keep up with one blog - let alone, two or more - to the fact that people I know read this and this is my more private blog. Well, I have no problem with the people I've told about this place reading it. My problem is that a couple of people have found it, so I don't feel as open, but I may just write what I want to, anyway. It's about how I feel, right?
I've been thinking about a lot of things. Love. Life. Future. Have you ever been at a point when you look forward and you don't see a destination? I used to have an idea of the future. I have none. I can't predict what the future holds for me. I can't picture where I'll be in the next year. I can't picture my ideal mate. I can picture snippets, but I don't see a big picture. I have no clue. That kinda bothers me. At the same time, I feel that God will guide me in the right direction - I just have to let Him grab hold of the reins. That's so hard to do! I don't know. I try not to think about it, too much, or I'll drive myself crazy. I hope everyone out there is a little more carefree than I am at the moment.